i guess i know who you are again...well, if i am right, just to let you know, i do read your blog quite often, even though i seldom leave you any comments :) and i don't find it incoherent or impassioned in any way, it's just unique and interesting.
i can see you are a little bit anxious, or even, may i say desperate for love?
i guess it's a natural feeling for people at our age, for people who have been away from family for so many years, and for people like you who can really excel in everything, to feel this need having some one special to share what you have and to attatch all your emotions too.
of course you want this somebody to be SOMEBODY, afterall, it's much easier to find any Dick, but not LOVE.
from what i see you, hope you are not offended, you are a tough girl from outside but still quite fragile from the inside. but i have to say you are cute and lovely too, full of interesting and spontaneous ideas, sometimes naughty and laugh a lot. i feel you seperate your life and your work so clearly, (more...)
ok, my reply to this
Yah, i know you know who i am. I mean you know my name. Just to clarify, I really meant to use the names as names. Of course what you are saying has much truth to it. Well, maybe saying someone is desperate for love doesn't sound flattering at any rate. But humans need love is a biblical truth. There is hardly sense in any pretendence otherwise. So i say yes. A very desperate yearning. A desire. I further hope that my admission of such a desire would make a baby step towards riddance of such unduely negative connotation associate with desperation for love. Searching for love is as core to human as searching for truth for humanity.