well, if i am right, just to let you know, i do read your blog quite often, even though i seldom leave you any comments :) and i don't find it incoherent or impassioned in any way, it's just unique and interesting.
i can see you are a little bit anxious, or even, may i say desperate for love?
i guess it's a natural feeling for people at our age, for people who have been away from family for so many years, and for people like you who can really excel in everything, to feel this need having some one special to share what you have and to attatch all your emotions too.
of course you want this somebody to be SOMEBODY, afterall, it's much easier to find any Dick, but not LOVE.
from what i see you, hope you are not offended, you are a tough girl from outside but still quite fragile from the inside. but i have to say you are cute and lovely too, full of interesting and spontaneous ideas, sometimes naughty and laugh a lot. i feel you seperate your life and your work so clearly, and somehow, sometimes, i feel they are two different persons. it's nothing bad about that, but just my humble opinion, that makes a certain distance from you and people around you. I don't know how is your life over there, (btw, if i am not wrong, her school is not any normal university) but from what i knew, sometimes you might be too stressed over your work and studies. maybe it's better to be more relaxed and enjoy life, have fun in your life!
I don't know, maybe i don't really know you that well, but just some of my personal thoughts, and i thinik it's better to let you know to help you out of the desperation :)
maybe what i said doesn't really help, but still, hope you can find you special someone soon. Cheer up, and wish you all the best!
